2 Weeks Down!

Well, I have finished 2 weeks of treatments! These have been 2 very long weeks...but at the same time, they seem like a blur. The past couple days have been long and hard. I've had fever from the push and haven't slept good at all. Last night I was up way too late with fever and pain. That made today very hard. I wanted to just stay in bed and not have to deal with any IV or shots. But that is not why I'm here. I'm here to fight this fight. I didn't get the push today though. I decided that it would be too much for me to handle. So I will start that again Monday. We met with the doctor yesterday. We decided to stay here for 2 more weeks. Today I got the list of all the medicines I have to take for 6 months. Oh goodness! I have 6-7 shots a day...along with lots of nutritional supplements and medicines. Thank goodness I'm not scared of needles!

Tomorrow, we are going to try to go back to Lake Tahoe!

I hope you have a wonderful weekend!

This is a great song!

Changing Happy by Jadon Lavik

"I’ve always found that happiness hides

Just around the corner just out of my reach

And the moment its found the next that it’s missing

And I need to change my own definition

Cause nothing’s ever quite all that it seems

And I am not convinced that anybody is ever living the dream

And expectations kill as reality plays this show of your life

It’s a whole different scene

Yeah, I’m changing what it means to be happy, what it means

Yeah, back to the way I know that it should be,

Close to YOU is where I need to be

No matter how hard we push or how hard we pull

There’s just a little bit more ‘til we’re full

Cause we’ve all tried to cover sadness and sorrow

With temporary things that never seem to last

Yeah, I’m changing what it means to be happy, what it means

Yeah, back to the way I know that it should be

So explain to me why we fill up empty with empty and at the end of the day

We’re confused by the longing

change it back, change it back, change it back, oh change it

Yeah, I’m changing what it means to be happy What it means to be happy, to be happy, truly happy

Close to YOU is where I need to be"

"Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always."

Psalm 105:4