Spring Visit!

Spring sing at Oklahoma christian was great!! We just hung out on campus! We didn't do any of the formal things like campus tours since we have grown up there.

When we registered for spring visit on campus Friday they had us fill out an application to Oklahoma Christian so they would have all our information, even though we're juniors. Everyone was talking about making sure they knew graduation dates or had a good GPA...I couldn't fill very much out on mine. The least of my worries was graduation dates or good grades. I don't even know when or if I'll graduate. I know I've said this before, but it is so hard to try to do school with everything else going on. I either am too sick to do school work, or I feel okay and I want to get out of the house. I don't have any kind of schedule because things change minute by minute. We have learned that school is not the most important thing right now. I learned to accept that what I get done in school will have to be okay. The Lyme Disease has made my concentration horrible. It's messing up a lot of things. I used to be in advanced classes and I had great grades. Now I'm so behind and can only work on school maybe 20 minutes a day. I know that's hard to understand, but that's all I can do. It's really frustrating. But I'm still learning to accept it and be proud of what little work I do get done.

When I got home Friday night, I was taking my heart monitor off so that I could take a bath and I noticed that my hives had been bleeding...the whole night. There was blood everywhere on my stomach where the hives are. Not a pretty sight. It stopped bleeding but it still bleeds every once in a while.

Saturday I went to my brother's soccer game! Then we went out to dinner with some friends. I started eating chips and tortillas. Right before our food came out, I got so nauseous. I ate a little of my food, but I didn't eat much. We stayed at talked for a while after we were done eating and I felt so sick. I couldn't even look at any food. We finally left and I went home to rest...it was not fun at all! I randomly get nauseous like that and it's so weird.

Church was great yesterday! I'm so glad I got to go!! Today I will have to do an IV at home. I have been so bad about doing IVs. I am just really tired of them. I know that's not an excuse though. I'm supposed to do them every other day. I haven't been doing them that often and I'm definitely paying for it. I guess I'll start doing them as often as I'm supposed to.